Sad Sad Mood

Jus feeling very very down today :( Dear does not seem to bother much about me and how i feel.. He jus bothered about his work and never about me anymore. Even meeting the solemniser, he does not seem to take it in mind. I seem so excited about it but he does not seem to be. Should i marry him?
I dun want to bother and feel excited over it anymore. I mean nothing to him now. What is great about getting married since he does not even bother...? Arrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I feel so fustrated and so down...

Got this from someone special...

世界上最遥远的距离 不是生与死 而是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你

世界上最遥远的距离 不是 我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你 而是 明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离 不是 明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起 而是 明明无法抵挡这股思念 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

世界上最遥远的距离 不是 明明无法抵挡这股思念 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里 而是 用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人

Hmm.... Great thinking...

My first blog..

So excited to have my own blog at last... Going to update my blog faithfully, maybe everyday...Ruedee is next to me now.. quite hard to think on what to do....